Monday, December 05, 2005

to be with you is everything...
that makes the world go round...

so days have been so good lately thank god for that...so much stuff so much happiness and a little sadness. insyallah. so life have been going smoothly even though i hate skool but still yeah have to bear with it for another year. cant wait to go out and have so much fun. well that is all i can update now


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Monday, November 14, 2005

wei ieeee...im back from the hood of silence and now enduring the pain of skoool and work. but yet it was fun hahaha...so ya alot of things had happen in the past...and ya i finally end up with ahcmad..cute..cant forget the time we went to KL..and times we had dressing up imposing our true self. love this guy so much though i dont show it always but the lucky thing is that he can bear with my attitude..like it..his mum approved of our relationship so do my mum they are happy and yet we intend to share alot of our hopes and dreams togetha even though we have to work hard for wat we want n we need. but thru difficulities and struggles i learn alot and we intend to stick thru each otha by chance. i recently went to KL again with my whole lot of family. we went to stay one nite at colmar tropical. well it was damn great. so great that i barely sleep like 3 in da morning and woke up at 8am just in time to get ready and go for my breakfast with all my family members. than afta one nite at colmar tropicale we went down to KL and spend the nite there. i finally bought the adidas shoe that i want. hahaha too bad my dear pumpkin don have one. heheheh.bought lots of stuff though but worth it for one kind. i love the scenes of yesterday cause i never had an exprience which brought lots of memories together. im in skool rite now haven been active for the first two weeks of skool but i will soon. insyallah with god's blessing. anyway im in computer programmin and im thinkin wat does this subject got to do with my course. damn it i talk to pumpkin and he pity me. im so stress out with lots of things happen in skool. and how i am going to catch up.
i pray
soemtimes i cry
i miss my dad.
i miss him lots.
im so weak inside
i project a strong mind
but yet indeed im weak inside.
my heart is melting
dissolving to liquid
almost evaporatin
weakness i feel.....


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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

i finally found someone...someone to share ugly thoughts with...


i wonda around looking for a place to share with...

in this perfect wheather we find a place together....

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Tuesday, October 11, 2005


new style..new vibes....


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Monday, September 12, 2005

trip to orchard road....wahahaha

having dinner at LJS cathay cineleisure

photo of me....
me n partna in action...

well it has been quite sumtime i haven update my blog so yeah i take off recently with amad to watch The longest yard..weee was it great than we catch the preview of four brothers.. well it was interesting ....had a great time with amad...watchin people their style n stuff it was fun though...so we went home at around 1+.... took a cab hahaha...than at hum i download four brothers....n some otha video clips...to put in my hp...n90 da kua..bnile n91 lak nak kua..hahaha k la...yesterday went Jb bought loads of dvd...hahaha hell it was fun...k yeah and this is da shoe i design

okie tat's all....update soon

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Saturday, September 03, 2005

rockstar......................................
my masterpiece.....

went back to bnss...whoa..a great start..misses my teachers...miss my skool mates... wat a change...exams comin...started learnin...im so tired..i want to sleep..and smokee..rahim email me..sayin he has safely arrive in egypt...i miss him so...he will come back only next year on june or july..la..borin gitu...but hope he can cope well with the syllabus over there insyallah


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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

my blazer should be blue...but it intends to change color to purple wat a pity..


INCREDIBLE....










posin outside Crossover shop at JB had a great tym...


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Tuesday, August 23, 2005



mesmerizin u here with me...i couldnt help but just to smile and love you....though we are startin afresh yet we still try...da past is d past it will remain...thru tat we learn how to love... and im learnin it everytym im with you...i will always care about you...i will do wateva it takes to give you da care you need. we start it slow...i like it like tat...i will try my best to make you happy.. and not worry alot about me...cause tat i believe makes us bond stronger...


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Saturday, August 20, 2005

happiness...i felt...with you guys
makes life...wondaful for me..

...i make for da both of you...

shikin n amad...

okie finally yan finish doin his airport pass da tak yah kena escort dia lagi...hahaha so we can just go straight to work...togetha...i miss him though..later goin to work with shikin...leceh kan bawa helmet...malam nak kua lagi...ler....ade jer plan every weekends night but i just love it cause tat makes me happy...bein with yan and my other companion...

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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

yesterday was a nitemare at work..
shitness brought me...
extreme anger...
luckily at the end of the work
baby brought laughther in me.
u're so sweet..
u melt me....
u wanted to send me to skool
but i resist...
u msg me in da mornin to make sure im awake...
u really care about me...
im thankful to allah to have you

yesterday too my bro finishes his one year ns at Thailand
and he came back i don know if he bought for me some shirts...
niway i feel like takin off this friday to go JB with yan
do his motor stuff than go some shoppin
i don know la..
he's da man ur lady follow wherever u lead me to...
i mish you


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